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So. 
I was supposed to meet my friends up north this weekend for a trip. Had to hold it off until tomorrow.
My dad, first, got an electrical second degree burn on his fingers, he was trying to connect batteries or something and he had his metal wedding ring on. He was lucky he got it off when he did, it would have gone deeper than second degree. He and am went to urgent care and he returned fine.
Later, he told me I'm not allowed to go outside by myself for a while because of the dead teenage girl incident. I don't care that I'm not allowed outside for a while, cuz that's some scary shit, man. I can't imagine what that family is going through right now. The only part that made me pissed about it was that everyone thinks that just because I'm female means that I'm a ditsy, weak, little vulnerable idiot. I hate it more than anything. I am NOT weak, I am NOT ditsy, and I am NOT anything like a normal girl. I'm not saying that this girl was killed because she was stupid, that's not it at all. She was just walking her dog like any normal person. What I hate is it feels sexist to know that a girl is considered a target. Fuck that, I'm nothing close to vulnerable. 
I think the worst and scariest part about this though, brace yourselves for this, it gets scary, and fuckin deep. My dad's mother's friend, one if her best friends, her husband shot himself. Right in the head. My grandma called my dad this late at night, scaring us all. We don't know why he did it. I think my dad said he's still alive, and if he is he messed himself up pretty bad. That kinda made me realize, just how serious a suicide threat is. But this was more than a threat, he actually went and did it. His wife found him and I think she was the one who called 911. 
So uh.
Shitty and scary weak.
Im hoping for the best it'll get better.
i don't need any sympathy, I'm perfectly fine, I just thought that the events of today would be a little interesting and different to read about. And something important for me to remember later on.

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Alyson Cade
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Canada
I'm your average tomboy, I'm not lesbian though. I like to jam on my guitar, ride my bike and skateboard, make figurines, collect tiny things, draw and write stories, and I try to improve my art each day. Not only do I improve my art, but I improve the person I am into the person I will be. Btw my age is wrong in here, I'm actually 14 years old, a high school freshman. The birthdate is right though.
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:iconprestonkei:
prestonkei Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey. How ya doing?
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hopewolf123 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Great ;D
how bout you?
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:iconprestonkei:
prestonkei Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Very good, I'm doing just fine. ^.^
Did you talk with her mother yet?
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hopewolf123 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Actually one of my friends handled it. I didn't tell her anything about this, I didn't tell her to do it, she just did it. I feel kinda bad for abandoning her but I couldn't do anything else. She'll get over it though.
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LanceLunas Featured By Owner May 4, 2014  Student Digital Artist
why did you leave?
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hopewolf123 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm back now :)
Ps don't tell my mom 😉
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QueenThranduilinda Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013
Thanks for the watch.
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Darkgon01 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013
Contact the help desk about :icontheawesomemerpe:'s stolen pieces
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hopewolf123 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks I filed four complaints on my other account thebleedingsoul123 and about to compliants on this one
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Diebro210 Featured By Owner May 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav
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